Monday, September 7, 2009
4:28 AMI'm sorry I never believed you.
I'm sorry I never was a good boyfriend.
I'm sorry for going M.I.A in 3 months during your Coffee Bean days.
I'm sorry for being so heartless with everything you do.
I'm sorry for being careless.
I'm sorry for being irresponsible.
I'm sorry for being unreasonable.
I'm sorry because of my jealousy.
I'm sorry because of my temper.
I'm sorry asking for break-ups.
I'm sorry for the fight on New Year's Eve to 2009.
I'm sorry when I got back to you things were still never good.
I've regret..
I regret not thinking of the consequences.
I regret as I gotten myself into a big mess.
I regret when I always had to change my mind.
I regret as I had to make you change into someone different.
I regret for giving you more time on your own.
I regret I almost lost you to another guy.
I regret at most when everything happens for a reason.
I regret not asking you out on National Day 2008 earlier than those bastards.
I regret I cared less for you.
I regret for telling you too much what my love is for.
I regret that it was because of my stupid plans you had to change.
I regret that you were happy to be single because of that.
I tried..
I tried moving on.
I tried to forgive you.
I tried to make things happen.
I tried to start over a new leaf.
I tried to be a better guy from now.
I tried to make up some time for you.
I tried to never take the past back to where we're standing now.
I tried to get along with your family.
I tried to make life happier.
I tried to be less hopeless.
I tried to make myself into what I was at the beginning.
I tried to fulfill my promise that I gave you.
I hate..
I hate it when everybody was against me.
I hate it when everybody calls me stupid.
I hate it as I can only hate myself now.
I hate it as I wasn't good to you.
I hate it when I had to be jealous for nothing.
I hate it when things never go into place at times.
I hate it when I had to make you change to make me realize.
I hate it when you were always making excuses about things.
I hate it when you keep hiding things from me.
I hate it when I was never there for you these past few years.
I hate it cause you were too good for me.
I hate it when I could never ever moved on.
I never..
I never want to see you with another guy.
I never want to make you sad.
I never want to make you unsecured.
I never want you to think I'm being excusable.
I never want you to go out with another guy.
I never liked you but I loved you.
I never want a conflict between your brother.
I never did want you for a loss but just a new gain.
I never want you to change all because of what I want from you.
I never want you to be someone different.
I never want you to say sorry just to make me feel sorry.
I never expect a lot from myself unless it was because of you.
I wish..
I wish I could go back time.
I wish I could make you happy from the start.
I wish I took care of you better like how I did inconsistently at the moment.
I wish you trust me.
I wish you understand me for bringing up those unreasonable fights.
I wish you understand why I became like this.
I wish you understand everything was hard for me.
I wish you understand how things never work at times.
I wish you understand the reasons for having a number of work shifts in a week.
I wish you understand the moments I cherished are just for you.
I wish you understand that I could never loved you at times for a reason.
I wish I never made you into what I want you to be.
And at the bottom of all this.
All I ever asked for is to make myself happy.
I guess I could never be.
I'm sorry for being too good and too possessive from the start.
I wasn't that understanding after all.
This could only bring out the real me.
I'm a boy.
And a boy will always be a boy.
With love sweet cheeks,
Your Muhd Irfan Fauzli.
I hope you will never regret knowing me.
I'll get myself into the right track,one day.
Soon.
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