Thursday, September 24, 2009
7:24 AMAll I ask for is just one thing.Just want to understand myself and what's the point of forgiveness if I will not forgive.
I'm sorry.Everything bothers my life.Everyday, every night.
I'm what everybody has never seen before in me, my jealousy.Maybe I knew why I never wanted to have a girlfriend at such a young age and so far,I never had one but just one lovely girl.But she was too good for me.She's opposite of me.
& I bet your friends think you can find a better guy.You had the chance but you wasted it and now I've wasted yours.I'm sorry.
I'm a boy.& I act more like a boy than a mature man does in relationships.I'm ashamed of how I handle things.
& I'm not comfortable around girls.Except you.
When I was a kid, I always wonder why I was always beaten up over the slightest things.& I kept asking why my younger siblings are unlike how I was treated back then.But I know,the love starts from the first gift ever from god,the first child.
I may be 17.But he treats and talk to me like I was 10 years older.But the people around me treats me like a little brother.Thank you for giving me a chance to feel the difference once in a while.
Thank you god for the love and care under the hands of a good father.
My aim in life now is to make my parents feel proud of me,for something.
I wanna be like my father one day,to have a child,but I know the only person that I could think of,is you.If you must know.
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