Sunday, October 7, 2007
1:19 AMWell,should I call her?I guess she's probably sleeping or just about trying to sleep.I guess she's working or just reached home.Don't know luh.Soon baby,I'll call you.Its been a week.Hais.I said only that I wanted to call you,but I don't know when's the right time.I guess soon will be it.We've not been contacting for 6 days running.Fuck,I want my phone back.Aww,I miss your voice.I miss your laughter.I miss our lame jokes.I miss our nonsensical talks.I miss you.
Welcome to the new stages of life.Not new,I've faced it before.Weee!Too bad I already knew how to fall this time round.Ha!I'm used to that already.
Fuck me someone.I'm fresh.
Nd hey,I wrote something.
Hais.This is what I've been doing to consume time on my loneliest nights.Thinking bout an innocent girl's world.You are beautiful babies,don't exceed that certain extent for something foolish.
A charm one always gets the best jinx,the worst fates
A charm one may be a fatal attraction,an intriguing affliction
Thinking they had the life everyone's been wanting,with the most complicated dates
What more do you have in mind,its just a lethal distraction
Its never a fairytale
You're just on the path of the wrong trail
Run,run,run
Please,you're just too young after what they've done
Its never an enslaving simplicity
Its more an obsessive obscenity
Their world was'nt so right
Sex was always a plight
Virginity was long used
They were taken to abuse
Love was never a reason
Pleasure was their only intention
Get fooled by the fools
You're used as their tools
Your love will just be a game
Before you know it,you'll be in shame
You have dignity,you're never a slave
It's just obscenity,I'm sorry if you're in a daze
Its never an enslaving simplicity
Its more an obsessive obscenity
Their world was'nt so right
Sex was always a plight
Love is much worthless
You're always so speechless
Almost battered to death
That's something you would'nt want to have
Beauty hidden under those scars and bruises
Have dignity,you have options over a dozens
You're worthy over a true man
Who'll take your hands and lead you to the right end
This is'nt a game,it'll be turning into a reality
Babies of a million wonders,don't be bewildered
Just before he came,was'nt there such misery?
As you ponders,you'll soon be enlighten
As,your family & friends,
Hey they're still there
Be brave dearests of mine,
Have courage that's never a crime
Get over it soon,
Look up there,you'll be shining like a new born baby moon
Its never the end,
I have my hands to lend
Its never an enslaving simplicity
Its more an obsessive obscenity
Engagements before a marriage
Does'nt it lead you to a miscarriage
Your world always has its rights
Darkness too has its light
Be brave dearests of mine,
Have courage that's never a crime
Get over it soon,
Look up there,you'll be shining like a new born baby moon
Its never the end,
When I always have my hands to lend
Hmm,fuck matreps and irresponsible men.You're killing every mother's innocent daughter's dignity towards themselves.They're not sex tools.They have their rights.A disgrace towards our race and tradition.We're always regarded to be living in a world of obscenity.Forced marriages to cover up shame.You've caused so much sins.
:)
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